Boooorrrreeeddddd....

Well I am just sitting at work at my lovely desk being booorrreeeddddd as can be...... I don't have much to do today, and this is the Friday that everyone has their RDO which stands for requested day off...... so it's really quiet around here..... I will probably be a slacker like I have been being and leave before 3..... even though I slept in and did not get in until 8:20 or so..... Oh well, no one cares, and the funny thing is the company I work for is in Utah, so my bosses are never around.....haha. I need to start updating this thing more, geez, I never do..... Well what's new? My life is pretty much fucked up right now. Last week I got pulled over going 68 in a 45..... yes I was drunk.... yes I was dumb.... yes I got arrested and spent the night in the Oakland County Jail..... so now I am being charged with an OWI (Operating While Intoxicated) and then the speeding which would probably count as reckless driving beings I was driving so fast... Weird thing is everytime I have ever drank and drove I am always careful and go the speed limit.... Who knows what the hell got into me that night...... I was trying to find this bar my good friend Ted works at..... and I ended up going the whole wrong way on the road I was supposed to be on and got pulled over way away from my house. Sad part is I was 1 mile away from my house partying.... and I could have easily avoided this whole mess if I would have just went home and not tried to drive to see Ted, but I was drunk, and I missed him..... but it's too late now. I just have to look at the positive side to it which is I learned my lesson and I will NEVER NEVER NEVER drink and drive again... not even have a half a beer and drive.. because if I get pulled over, I will go right back to jail...... and this time they may not be so nice to me......Luckily, it was my first and ONLY offense..... So to describe jail, It's SO SCARY and AWFUL....... I mean I was there from 3 a.m. until 4 p.m. Saturday afternoon and I could barely take that. So now I am to the point where I just have to get through all of this and court and such..... I talked to my lawyer on Monday..... he told me he wants me to start going to AA classes at least once a week and to get a PBT test, which is a prelimenary breath test, everyday..... so it shows the judge that I have not been drinking at all since and I have learned from what I have done....So I went to my first AA class last night... It was quite interesting, because the meeting I went to there were all recovering alcholics and no kids like me who had to go because of a court order and such.....so it was ackward... and they asked me if I wanted to share my story, and I said if I have to come to these, why the hell not. so I did... although I had a little more fun with it and decided to sound more like I was becoming an alcoholic... but then of course I did mention the only reason I came to the meeting was because my lawyer wants me to, and because of what happened Friday... so haha... I actually said Hi my name is Kelly and I'm an alcoholic... (yes,yes they really say that!!! I thought it was just a joke) and then the group says "Hi Kelly"... I wanted to walk out and laugh at first...... but all in all, the meeting went well, and it was interesting to hear people's stories....I don't mind going, it's just it's hard with my schedule coming up to fit time in for this... but I am going to do what I have to do to get my charges lessened I am hoping for... and hopefully like my lawyer said this shows the judge that I am going out on my own to AA and to get breath tests without even having a court order to do so.... This is all my choice.... so I hope everything works out for the best.... So much for my 21st birthday... I will have to celebrate that probably sometime in November now.... but other then being totally broke and now having to pay so much money......I'm doing fine besides that....Money is everything.... so true...